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[? "Lights Out" playing]

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[Grey] In the 1940s,
while stuck in bed with tuberculosis,

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biochemist Karl Link read a book
on rodent control.

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I promise this story has a point.

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I'm officially one week
post-egg retrieval,

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and I got us a room at the Drakemore.

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Wow.

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Too presumptuous?

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No. No.
[stutters] Isn't that place expensive?

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I found a deal online.
And my place is out. Max has canasta.

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We could've gone to my place.

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I thought we could order in,
and chill, and� By chill, I mean�

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I understand.

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Well, I'll see you back here
at zero dark thirty.

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[Grey] Karl created a rat poison
from an anticoagulant he'd discovered

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while trying but failing
to treat sick cows.

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"Bleomycin." Dactinomycin. So close.

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-[chuckling] How is that close?
-[sighs] They both end in "-mycin."

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-When is the CREOG?
-Tomorrow.

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Do you wanna quiz me?

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I would, but I have to finish
my plastics fellowship application.

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We're gonna be residents forever,
aren't we?

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Speak for yourself.

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I want out of this house
so I can get back to a normal schedule.

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You know you can't control
when the babies are born, right?

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Hmm.

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[Grey] Later, a soldier trying
to end his life ate Karl's rat poison,

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which, unexpectedly, helped lead
to its use as a blood thinner in humans.

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Here, give me.

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Is this a group activity now?

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Not for much longer.

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I've got an appointment
with Dr. Carpio this afternoon.

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-You're scheduling your retrieval?
-That's the plan.

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It's easy.

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You'll be in and out of the clinic
in a couple of hours.

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I can't wait.
I'm over feeling bloated and moody.

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Oh, you know who else can't wait
for this to be over?

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-Do not say it.
-You dare?

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Happy to be an ally
in protecting reproductive futures.

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So is Adams. Say yes.

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We're gonna be late for rounds.

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Is he on hormones too? Okay.

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[Grey] From multiple failures,
the compound warfarin was born,

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and it's been used
to treat and save millions of people.

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-Hey.
-Hey. How's your mom doing?

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Ah, better.
She's progressing through rehab.

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Great. [sighs] Great. And Megan?

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Surprisingly helpful.

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Speaking of help, do you mind?

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-[Hunt] Oh, of course. Yeah.
-[Altman] Thanks.

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Okay.

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Okay. All right.

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Got it? Thank you.

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-You look nice.
-Thanks.

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Um�

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-You going on a date or something?
-Oh, no.

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-Margot Billings is in town.
-Oh. Your mentor from GW?

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-Yeah, she-she lives in Paris now.
-Wow.

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-When was the last time you saw her?
-Hmm.

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Years, but you know what it's like
with old friends.

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You just pick up right where you left off.

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I do.

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-Anyway, um, have a good time.
-[clears throat]

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-Yeah, thank you.
-Mmm.

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[PA announcer] Dr. Hewer to Peds.
Dr. Laura Hewer to Peds.

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Thank you.

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Bailey, aren't you supposed
to be judging young minds?

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I'm going.

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I had left my tablet last night
and had to pick it up.

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Any word from the IRB?

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Uh, no. Well, any day now.

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I'm really sorry. [sighs]

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You already apologized, and I accepted.

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No, I don't know what came over me.

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No, you were upset about a patient
who recently passed away. I get it.

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Still, I let it get the best of me

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and caused a huge headache for you.

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Yeah, don't worry about me.

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Your exemplary record speaks for itself,
and, hopefully, the IRB will see that.

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-Did he say they know it was me?
-No.

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But they might figure it out
if you keep talking about it.

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-[sighs]
-You need to stand down.

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Sorry, I heard that Nurse Elise
got interviewed this morning.

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I didn't know if she said something.

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-Wait, did she see you do it?
-I don't know.

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What do you mean you don't know?

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It all happened so fast.
I-I don't know who saw what.

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-[sighs]
-Okay, should I quietly try to find out?

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No! [stutters, sighs] Look, I'm out today,
and you're back on patient care.

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Just� [sighs] �try to lay low.

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[Bailey sighs]

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Okay. Okay.

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[PA announcer] Dr. Sykes, call the NICU.
Dr. Jennifer Sykes, call the NICU.

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Hi.

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[chuckles] Wondered where
that sweater went.

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It was balled up at the bottom of my bed.

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-[chuckles]
-Please don't judge the laundry habits.

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[Shepherd] Are you avoiding me?

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[stutters, sighs]

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I mean, I know you're figuring things out
with your ex, but we can still talk.

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I'm-I'm not avoiding you. I have been-

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Uh, Meredith, uh, this is Toni Wright.

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-Ah. This is my sister-in-law, Meredith.
-Hi.

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So nice to meet you.
I've heard a lot about you.

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Same. Uh, it's really nice to meet you.

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God. I should go.

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[Wright, Shepherd chuckle]

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-Has she made up her mind yet?
-No.

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I mean, wouldn't you wanna be with me?
I'm smart. I'm fun. I'm good with brains.

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[sighs]

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Why are you applying
for a Fox Foundation grant?

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To use the FES-PET scanner to study
estrogen receptors in women's brains.

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I sent you, like, five emails about this.

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"Did you see this article?

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What if we study estrogen receptors
in the brain?

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This is interesting, right?
Have you read this yet?"

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-I get it.
-So, what do you think?

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I think that we are studying the link
between estrogen and the gut microbiome.

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Well, it's just another angle
while we wait for the mice.

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Let's be patient.

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[sucks teeth] I might be looking
for a distraction.

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We have plenty of those,
and we have limited resources,

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so let's stay focused on the mice.

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Are you leaving?

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Yes, of course I'm leaving.

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I said that I was coming by to say hello
and then I had to go. Read your email.

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Okay. Mr. Haynes, I'm Dr. Hunt.
What happened here?

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A starburst fell from the sky,
stabbed me in the heart.

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And, no, I haven't been smoking dope.

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The paramedics said it's part
of some mobile from the Aldridge Museum.

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It's a Jeffrey Feinman.
One of his early works from the 1980s.

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Just fell off and pow.

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There's a trace amount of fluid
in the abdomen.

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-[Hunt] Mmm. So, what's the plan?
-Well, he's stable and talking,

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so we take him to CT
and then cut the sculpture out in the OR.

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What? No, you�
you can't break the starburst.

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I'm sure the museum would understand.

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[Morris]
No, I don't give a crap about them.

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My wife loved this piece.

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Please. You promise me you'll try.

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We'll see what we can do, okay?

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Okay. [pants]

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Okay.

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It's been a minute.
Am I gonna see you soon?

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-You're seeing me now.
-Yeah, I meant in the privacy of your bed.

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I'm not the one
who's been working the night shift.

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I'm off this weekend.

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Hey, Bryant. We're up.
Firefighter injured in a structure fire.

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Did they say what station responded?

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No, but you can tag along.

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Okay, what's the priority
for patients with major burns?

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Resuscitation.

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That was for Dr. Bryant,
who's actually on my service.

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Uh, what he said. Um, aggressive fluid
treatment for the first 24 hours.

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-[Wright] What have we got?
-37-year-old female firefighter

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sustained second- and third-degree burns
over arms, torso, legs,

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approximately 25% TBSA, GCS 15.

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-[Warren] Maya?
-[groans] Warren.

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-[Warren] What happened?
-Three-alarm fire. I fell through a roof.

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-It really hurts.
-Yeah, been there.

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Okay, we got you. We got you.
Hang in there, Bishop.

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[panting] My probie.
Brett Castro. Is he here yet?

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We'll be on the lookout for him.

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-Yeah. Tell me� Tell me I'm gonna be okay.
-You're gonna be okay.

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Doctors Wright and Bryant are
gonna take good care of you.

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You're gonna be there too, right?
[panting, groaning]

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Yeah, I'm right here.

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[groaning]

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Bailey. I didn't know you'd be here.

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Why not?
I love supporting med student inventors.

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Look at them.
All young and shiny and optimistic.

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-Did Catherine make you come?
-Richard.

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Dr. Bailey, Dr. Grey,

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welcome to the third annual Fox Foundation
Medical Innovation Competition.

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-We're happy to be here.
-Here are your scoresheets.

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We have 40 entrants,
and they're expecting questions,

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so don't hold back.

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-Forty?
-We better get started.

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If you need anything, give me a holler.

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-Okay.
-Go science.

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Use of nanoparticles in tracking
inflammatory markers in sepsis.

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-That's impressive.
-They've been looking at that for years.

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It's still impressive.

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Well, Brett. I'm Dr. Webber.
These are Doctors Millin and Meade.

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So, uh, how you feeling?

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Fine. I just, uh, cut my arm.

187
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Yeah, I see that. Meade?

188
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Yeah, I see it too.

189
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I'll grab some sutures.

190
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Meade, ABCs.

191
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Right. Sorry. Um�

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Do you know if my boss is doing okay?
It's Maya Bishop.

193
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-They're still triaging her.
-[Meade] Open.

194
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Well, can-can I see her? I'm her probie.
She fell trying to help me.

195
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The team is still working on her,
but if she's your mentor, she should know.

196
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Coarse breath sounds,
but equal expansion of the lungs.

197
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Throat looks clear.
Sats are 98 on two liters.

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Okay, good, good.

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Let's get a chest X-ray,
and let's stitch up that arm.

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Okay.

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Where was the fire?

202
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The Drakemore Hotel.

203
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What? That's terrible. What happened?

204
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There's no telling
until forensics gets in there.

205
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Fire spread fast, though.
I mean, half the hotel is gone.

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Sucks for the guests.

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Yeah, really does.

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-Just finished placing the central line.
-Good. Start with Western protocol.

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[Maya panting]

210
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-Is Carina on her way?
-No. No, no, no, don't call her.

211
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I don't want her freaking out.

212
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What? She'll have my hide.

213
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She took the kids to see family in Italy.
Please, just until we figure this out.

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Okay, can you flex your left foot for me?

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I don't think so.

216
00:10:01,060 --> 00:10:02,309
How's it looking over here?

217
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She's got
an open comminuted tibial fracture.

218
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She needs an ORIF.

219
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She needs to be resuscitated
in the burn ICU.

220
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But she's presenting with nerve damage.

221
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If I can get her into an OR now,
I might be able to repair it.

222
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Okay, just try to make it fast.

223
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[Shepherd] Maya, we need to get you
to an OR to work on your leg.

224
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What about the burns?

225
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After they're done,
we'll resuscitate you in the ICU,

226
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and then we'll debride tomorrow.

227
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-[Shepherd] All right, let's go.
-What if we start debriding now?

228
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No, she needs
aggressive stabilization first.

229
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I can make sure
that she'll get that in the OR.

230
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She's going there, anyway.

231
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Look, I'll excise the dead tissue,
and it'll help prevent sepsis.

232
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Okay, fine,
but are you sure you're good to do this?

233
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-She's your friend.
-Definitely.

234
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Okay, Bryant, go with him. Debride as much
as you can while they're operating.

235
00:10:40,431 --> 00:10:43,434
Do not push it.
I'll check in after my rotational flap.

236
00:10:43,518 --> 00:10:44,727
[Maya groans]

237
00:10:45,353 --> 00:10:46,403
Let's go.

238
00:10:51,776 --> 00:10:55,266
-I wish he'd let us cut that thing.
-[chuckles] It's meaningful to him.

239
00:10:55,697 --> 00:10:57,115
He's in there, barely.

240
00:10:57,907 --> 00:10:58,957
[Hunt] Okay.

241
00:10:59,409 --> 00:11:02,287
Morris, I'm gonna do your scan.
Breathe normally.

242
00:11:02,370 --> 00:11:06,833
[chuckles] I've got a starburst
in my chest. Normal is relative.

243
00:11:06,834 --> 00:11:09,835
Is it hitting the machine?
I� I don't wanna ruin it.

244
00:11:09,836 --> 00:11:11,337
No, just hold still, okay?

245
00:11:11,421 --> 00:11:14,591
It will just be a minute.
Um, tell us about your wife.

246
00:11:16,801 --> 00:11:20,221
She was a volunteer docent
over at the Aldridge.

247
00:11:20,305 --> 00:11:23,183
We used to sit under the Feinman mobile,

248
00:11:23,266 --> 00:11:26,686
and she'd tell me how he installed it
piece by piece.

249
00:11:26,769 --> 00:11:30,523
It's just me now,
but when I look at all those starbursts,

250
00:11:30,607 --> 00:11:32,108
I feel her with me.

251
00:11:32,192 --> 00:11:33,359
[machine beeps]

252
00:11:34,194 --> 00:11:35,244
[Hunt] Okay.

253
00:11:35,245 --> 00:11:37,446
Do you think we can save it?

254
00:11:37,447 --> 00:11:38,698
Can't we just save him?

255
00:11:38,699 --> 00:11:41,783
[exhales deeply] What if we did
bilateral thoracotomies?

256
00:11:41,784 --> 00:11:44,161
That way we would gain access
to control the bleeding

257
00:11:44,162 --> 00:11:45,496
as soon as we lift it out.

258
00:11:45,580 --> 00:11:47,540
[sighs] Okay, we can try it.

259
00:11:47,624 --> 00:11:50,274
But if there's a problem,
we're breaking that glass.

260
00:11:50,275 --> 00:11:54,796
Then I got to the part
where you stapled the aorta,

261
00:11:54,797 --> 00:11:57,299
and I thought to myself,
this story is more thrilling

262
00:11:57,300 --> 00:11:58,468
than a Tom Clancy novel.

263
00:11:58,551 --> 00:12:00,845
And rumor has it, you've done it twice.

264
00:12:00,929 --> 00:12:03,306
We haven't even published
the second surgery.

265
00:12:03,389 --> 00:12:05,225
Well, I keep my ear to the ground,

266
00:12:05,226 --> 00:12:07,851
especially when it helps me brag
about my star resident.

267
00:12:07,852 --> 00:12:11,564
I still hear your voice pushing me.
"Do more. Be better."

268
00:12:12,190 --> 00:12:14,984
I don't think I appreciated it then,
but I do now.

269
00:12:15,068 --> 00:12:17,612
I'm glad to hear it
because I am leading the charge

270
00:12:17,613 --> 00:12:19,780
on the Dusseault Center's
new research incubator.

271
00:12:19,781 --> 00:12:22,242
Congratulations. That's fantastic.

272
00:12:22,243 --> 00:12:24,076
We're bringing the world's best surgeons

273
00:12:24,077 --> 00:12:25,994
to develop and teach
cutting-edge techniques,

274
00:12:25,995 --> 00:12:28,455
and you're the first person
I'm asking to join us.

275
00:12:28,456 --> 00:12:30,958
[chuckles] I would love to teach
for a few weeks in Paris.

276
00:12:30,959 --> 00:12:33,293
Maybe this summer
when my kids are out of school.

277
00:12:33,294 --> 00:12:35,505
I'm not inviting you to visit.

278
00:12:36,256 --> 00:12:39,386
I want you to lead the program
as our chief innovation officer.

279
00:12:41,552 --> 00:12:43,846
Wow. I� [stutters] �I don't know.

280
00:12:43,930 --> 00:12:49,602
I� I live here. I have kids. I-I have
a house. I'm-I'm chief of surgery.

281
00:12:49,603 --> 00:12:51,895
Bring the family.
The public schools are excellent.

282
00:12:51,896 --> 00:12:54,606
The center could provide
a generous housing stipend.

283
00:12:55,149 --> 00:12:58,319
We all know the US is
falling behind on research.

284
00:12:58,403 --> 00:12:59,663
Don't fall behind with it.

285
00:13:00,655 --> 00:13:01,739
You're a visionary.

286
00:13:01,823 --> 00:13:05,868
This is your chance to lead your peers
in pushing the boundaries of medicine.

287
00:13:07,370 --> 00:13:09,664
This is a lot to process. [chuckles]

288
00:13:10,248 --> 00:13:13,209
Okay. Okay, don't answer now.

289
00:13:13,293 --> 00:13:18,339
But like I've always said,
you're capable of more and better.

290
00:13:24,470 --> 00:13:29,434
This has sustainable sensor technology
using seaweed?

291
00:13:30,601 --> 00:13:32,520
Um, is that a problem we need to solve?

292
00:13:33,396 --> 00:13:38,192
Could help with climate change.
Address medical waste. Mmm�

293
00:13:38,276 --> 00:13:40,987
Markers in predicting stillbirth. That's�

294
00:13:41,696 --> 00:13:43,406
Only 3% accuracy?

295
00:13:44,323 --> 00:13:46,673
Well, maybe it could lead
to something better.

296
00:13:47,243 --> 00:13:48,293
[Bailey sighs]

297
00:13:48,870 --> 00:13:51,831
Uh, you want to tell us
about your project, uh�

298
00:13:51,914 --> 00:13:53,624
Daphne Park, fourth year at U-Dub.

299
00:13:53,625 --> 00:13:55,959
The number one reason
free flap transfers fail is

300
00:13:55,960 --> 00:13:57,045
a clot in the vein.

301
00:13:57,046 --> 00:13:59,713
And because it's harder
to see purple bruising on darker skin,

302
00:13:59,714 --> 00:14:03,050
Black patients are three times more likely
to experience flap failure.

303
00:14:03,051 --> 00:14:06,511
It's basically bouncing light waves
off skin to detect venous congestion.

304
00:14:06,512 --> 00:14:08,056
This is inspired.

305
00:14:08,057 --> 00:14:09,973
Does it notify the team
if something's wrong?

306
00:14:09,974 --> 00:14:12,852
I haven't gotten there yet.
Right now, it just detects.

307
00:14:13,436 --> 00:14:14,937
Does it have false positives?

308
00:14:15,021 --> 00:14:16,481
I'm not sure.

309
00:14:16,564 --> 00:14:18,232
You-You're not sure?

310
00:14:18,316 --> 00:14:20,568
[Park] I've only tested it
on a few people,

311
00:14:20,651 --> 00:14:23,421
but if I win the seed money,
I plan to generate real data.

312
00:14:24,238 --> 00:14:26,588
[chuckles] I mean,
do you really expect to win

313
00:14:26,657 --> 00:14:28,457
if we don't know if the device works?

314
00:14:28,493 --> 00:14:31,621
You know, we should keep it moving.
Thank you so much, Daphne.

315
00:14:31,622 --> 00:14:35,373
-[stutters] I have some more questions.
-Great, which is why we are leaving.

316
00:14:35,374 --> 00:14:36,514
[elevator bell dings]

317
00:14:36,515 --> 00:14:39,586
Hey, heads up, you're gonna get a call

318
00:14:39,587 --> 00:14:41,630
from the Aldridge Museum's
legal department.

319
00:14:41,631 --> 00:14:43,590
Does this have to do
with Allison's field trip?

320
00:14:43,591 --> 00:14:46,593
A patient impaled with a sculpture.
What happened to Allison?

321
00:14:46,594 --> 00:14:49,304
Oh. Nothing some bleach
and paper towels couldn't fix.

322
00:14:49,347 --> 00:14:51,507
[sighs] Hey, how's Margot? She like Paris?

323
00:14:52,100 --> 00:14:53,810
Yeah, she� she seems good.

324
00:14:53,893 --> 00:14:55,394
Hmm. You should go there.

325
00:14:55,395 --> 00:14:57,813
-Excuse me?
-Well, I'm sure she'd love it

326
00:14:57,814 --> 00:14:59,981
if you came to visit,
and you deserve some time away.

327
00:14:59,982 --> 00:15:01,032
[chuckles]

328
00:15:07,156 --> 00:15:10,284
Uh, Dr. Ndugu, I wanted to ask you
a question about a patient.

329
00:15:10,368 --> 00:15:11,418
Sure, what's up?

330
00:15:11,419 --> 00:15:14,454
There is no patient. Did you hear
what happened to the Drakemore?

331
00:15:14,455 --> 00:15:18,005
-Yeah, what are the odds, right?
-Well, I guess we should reschedule?

332
00:15:18,626 --> 00:15:21,921
Or we can go to my place,
order in, get a bottle of wine.

333
00:15:22,004 --> 00:15:25,258
Maybe. I have this firefighter patient
I'm taking care of.

334
00:15:25,341 --> 00:15:26,926
I've gotta go back to the ER.

335
00:15:27,009 --> 00:15:30,721
[PA announcer] Dr. Harris to the ER.
Dr. Phoebe Harris to the ER.

336
00:15:30,722 --> 00:15:33,765
[Lincoln] Tibia's set. [sighs]
I'm all done here.

337
00:15:33,766 --> 00:15:35,309
Shepherd and Kwan, you're up.

338
00:15:35,310 --> 00:15:38,311
[Shepherd] All right, let's repair
this nerve. I need 10-0 nylon.

339
00:15:38,312 --> 00:15:40,231
Kwan, approximate the edges for me.

340
00:15:40,314 --> 00:15:41,482
[Kwan] On it.

341
00:15:41,483 --> 00:15:44,067
[Lincoln] Warren, I know you and Bishop
are close. You hanging in there?

342
00:15:44,068 --> 00:15:45,988
Focusing on what's right in front of me.

343
00:15:46,070 --> 00:15:48,948
[Lincoln] All right.
If you need anything, page me.

344
00:15:48,949 --> 00:15:53,618
[Warren] Keep going, Bryant. [sighs]
Bleeding means you hit healthy tissue.

345
00:15:53,619 --> 00:15:54,999
[Bryant] Brow wipe, please.

346
00:15:56,247 --> 00:15:57,297
Thank you.

347
00:15:57,298 --> 00:16:00,000
[sighs] It's hot as hell in here.
I can barely see what I'm doing.

348
00:16:00,001 --> 00:16:03,003
[Warren] That's just how we keep
burn patients from getting hypothermia.

349
00:16:03,004 --> 00:16:05,006
You need a break, no judgment.

350
00:16:05,673 --> 00:16:06,799
I'm fine.

351
00:16:06,883 --> 00:16:08,342
Then let's keep going.

352
00:16:14,015 --> 00:16:16,017
-Chamomile.
-[cup thuds]

353
00:16:16,100 --> 00:16:17,977
You think that's gonna help me relax?

354
00:16:19,020 --> 00:16:22,510
I'm hoping it'll stop you
from crushing those young people's dreams.

355
00:16:23,149 --> 00:16:24,400
I'm just keeping it real.

356
00:16:24,483 --> 00:16:28,112
I mean, they think that research is
about winning competitions

357
00:16:28,196 --> 00:16:30,116
and getting kudos from their teachers.

358
00:16:30,117 --> 00:16:34,826
I think they'll learn soon enough
that research is hard.

359
00:16:34,827 --> 00:16:38,246
They'll run into roadblocks,
and they'll have to make compromises.

360
00:16:38,247 --> 00:16:40,332
-[phone chimes]
-What? Has your research hit the wall?

361
00:16:40,333 --> 00:16:42,752
Yes, I'm at the mercy
of a bunch of lab mice.

362
00:16:43,794 --> 00:16:48,507
I used to think that all it took was
hard work and perseverance.

363
00:16:48,591 --> 00:16:50,676
And now I'm just�

364
00:16:50,760 --> 00:16:52,595
Jaded and exhausted?

365
00:16:52,678 --> 00:16:57,141
Exhausted. I mean, I used to be Daphne.

366
00:16:57,225 --> 00:17:00,144
I thought I was gonna save the world.

367
00:17:00,228 --> 00:17:02,146
Had the audacity to wonder

368
00:17:02,230 --> 00:17:05,650
why my teachers weren't more excited
to help me do it.

369
00:17:05,733 --> 00:17:08,778
I thought they were just lazy,
didn't understand.

370
00:17:09,403 --> 00:17:14,951
Now that I am them,
I realize they understood too much.

371
00:17:14,952 --> 00:17:18,620
I mean, how are we supposed
to encourage the next generation

372
00:17:18,621 --> 00:17:20,122
when it just feels�

373
00:17:20,998 --> 00:17:22,833
[sighs] �insurmountable?

374
00:17:24,835 --> 00:17:25,885
[sighs]

375
00:17:27,088 --> 00:17:29,090
I think we need something stronger.

376
00:17:29,173 --> 00:17:31,008
Hmm? [stutters]

377
00:17:35,012 --> 00:17:37,765
[Wilson]
Damn it, I knew that. I'm so screwed.

378
00:17:38,933 --> 00:17:41,644
Hey. What are you doing in here?

379
00:17:41,727 --> 00:17:44,397
My badge still works
from when I was an attending.

380
00:17:44,480 --> 00:17:46,857
Hmm. No babies today?

381
00:17:46,941 --> 00:17:51,487
OB is more than just delivering babies.
I've got the flashcards to prove it.

382
00:17:51,571 --> 00:17:53,447
-The CREOG?
-It's tomorrow.

383
00:17:54,532 --> 00:17:57,827
Took the day off to study,
which isn't working. [sighs]

384
00:17:57,910 --> 00:17:58,995
I do not envy you.

385
00:17:59,078 --> 00:18:01,728
All those multiple choice questions
with no nuance.

386
00:18:01,747 --> 00:18:05,001
I always wanted to write in caveats
next to my answer on the QE.

387
00:18:06,586 --> 00:18:09,505
I'm sorry. I� I don't mean
to psych you out. Just ignore me.

388
00:18:09,589 --> 00:18:11,757
No, no, no. It's not you, it's just�

389
00:18:11,841 --> 00:18:13,092
[water pouring]

390
00:18:15,219 --> 00:18:17,209
I don't know
if I want to be an OB anymore.

391
00:18:24,979 --> 00:18:26,272
Sutures look good.

392
00:18:26,355 --> 00:18:28,095
Coarse breath sounds bilaterally.

393
00:18:29,567 --> 00:18:33,237
-Uh, is Bishop still in surgery?
-Yes, we will update you when we can.

394
00:18:33,238 --> 00:18:35,363
Can I get back to the fire?
She'd want me out there.

395
00:18:35,364 --> 00:18:37,324
-I don't think that's a good idea.
-[coughs] It's a three-alarm fire.

396
00:18:37,325 --> 00:18:41,579
-That's like, what, a medium-size one?
-[coughing]

397
00:18:41,662 --> 00:18:45,452
-How long were you in the structure?
-Ten minutes maybe. What's happening?

398
00:18:45,453 --> 00:18:48,001
-His sats are a bit low.
-It's probably from the smoke inhalation.

399
00:18:48,002 --> 00:18:49,754
-Turn up his oxygen.
-[Meade] Yeah.

400
00:18:49,755 --> 00:18:52,547
I checked his airway earlier.
It was clear.

401
00:18:52,548 --> 00:18:55,092
-Lean forward.
-[Brett coughing]

402
00:18:55,176 --> 00:18:56,344
I hear wheezing.

403
00:18:56,427 --> 00:18:58,471
We're going to put you on a nebulizer,

404
00:18:58,472 --> 00:19:00,680
and that will help reduce
the inflammation in your lungs,

405
00:19:00,681 --> 00:19:02,683
but you are not going anywhere.

406
00:19:02,767 --> 00:19:04,517
-Not for a while.
-[coughing] Okay.

407
00:19:07,730 --> 00:19:11,734
When did we go from being people
who present at these to-

408
00:19:11,817 --> 00:19:12,985
People who judge them?

409
00:19:13,069 --> 00:19:16,906
People who are unnecessarily judgmental.

410
00:19:19,700 --> 00:19:21,744
I'm under investigation with the IRB.

411
00:19:21,827 --> 00:19:23,204
For what?

412
00:19:23,287 --> 00:19:27,792
I got carried away with a treatment
that the FDA did not approve.

413
00:19:27,875 --> 00:19:29,085
And how's the patient?

414
00:19:29,585 --> 00:19:31,045
Doing quite well.

415
00:19:31,046 --> 00:19:32,671
Well, it sounds
like you did the right thing.

416
00:19:32,672 --> 00:19:35,883
Ben doesn't think so.
I'm getting the cold shoulder.

417
00:19:35,884 --> 00:19:37,634
I've been in that situation before.

418
00:19:37,635 --> 00:19:40,345
-Are you worried about your job?
-Probably should be.

419
00:19:40,346 --> 00:19:43,807
But I've been through enough to know
that whatever happens, I'll manage.

420
00:19:43,808 --> 00:19:45,935
One of the benefits of experience.

421
00:19:46,018 --> 00:19:47,395
And the drawbacks.

422
00:19:47,396 --> 00:19:52,023
Sometimes it feels easier
to not know what you don't know.

423
00:19:52,024 --> 00:19:54,609
Those students have no qualms
about their research.

424
00:19:54,610 --> 00:19:57,029
Yeah, except for the ones
I tried to give them.

425
00:19:57,113 --> 00:20:01,200
Catherine's making me be here.
It's part of my lab space deal.

426
00:20:01,283 --> 00:20:04,328
Oh. Still no federal grant? But�

427
00:20:04,412 --> 00:20:07,248
Stupid question. I blame the booze.

428
00:20:07,331 --> 00:20:09,311
Research is full of making compromises.

429
00:20:10,000 --> 00:20:12,336
And so is judging
a med student competition.

430
00:20:14,296 --> 00:20:17,426
You want me to go back out there
and be encouraging, don't you?

431
00:20:17,466 --> 00:20:19,844
-You always were to me.
-Yeah.

432
00:20:19,845 --> 00:20:24,264
[stammers] Hey! It's easy
to be encouraging with the booze.

433
00:20:24,265 --> 00:20:25,933
-You'll manage. Let's go.
-Ah.

434
00:20:28,102 --> 00:20:33,065
When I see patients like that,
their blood all over the floor,

435
00:20:33,149 --> 00:20:36,777
it makes it a lot harder to move forward.

436
00:20:36,861 --> 00:20:38,279
Do you need more time off?

437
00:20:38,280 --> 00:20:40,238
Well, I'm already behind
from maternity leave.

438
00:20:40,239 --> 00:20:41,907
Plus, I have four kids at home.

439
00:20:41,991 --> 00:20:44,952
I mean, you just got back.
Give yourself time to acclimate.

440
00:20:45,035 --> 00:20:46,787
What if I never do?

441
00:20:46,871 --> 00:20:50,332
Be a general surgeon.
It's not the worst fallback job.

442
00:20:50,333 --> 00:20:53,960
[sighs] Yeah, but I'll have been through
all of this training for nothing.

443
00:20:53,961 --> 00:20:55,837
Well, sometimes you have to try things

444
00:20:55,838 --> 00:21:00,092
that you don't want
to figure out the things that you do want,

445
00:21:00,176 --> 00:21:02,803
and you're allowed to change your mind.

446
00:21:02,887 --> 00:21:05,556
That feels� selfish.

447
00:21:06,432 --> 00:21:08,434
What, to� to want to be happy?

448
00:21:09,059 --> 00:21:11,562
You have to choose what is best for you.

449
00:21:11,645 --> 00:21:13,647
Yeah, but it's not just me.

450
00:21:13,648 --> 00:21:15,732
I'm never gonna get back the time
that I could've spent

451
00:21:15,733 --> 00:21:19,195
with Link and Luna,
and I'll have put them through all of this

452
00:21:19,278 --> 00:21:21,822
just to end up
right back in the same place.

453
00:21:23,032 --> 00:21:24,533
I don't think it works that way.

454
00:21:25,159 --> 00:21:28,621
The job will be the same,
but you'd be different,

455
00:21:28,704 --> 00:21:32,333
and you'd have more conviction
about what you want and why you want it.

456
00:21:33,417 --> 00:21:37,463
Well, it might not be up to me
if I don't pass the test.

457
00:21:37,546 --> 00:21:40,508
-That would make the decision easier.
-Yeah. [sighs]

458
00:21:40,591 --> 00:21:43,219
But you have come so far.

459
00:21:43,302 --> 00:21:45,892
You owe it to yourself
to know what your options are.

460
00:21:47,306 --> 00:21:49,141
You're probably right. [sighs]

461
00:21:49,225 --> 00:21:51,519
I've got a little time.
You want some help?

462
00:21:51,602 --> 00:21:52,978
I'm great with mnemonics.

463
00:21:54,230 --> 00:21:56,607
-[chuckles] Are you ready?
-Okay.

464
00:21:56,608 --> 00:22:00,902
[Shepherd] No tension on the repair.
It looks like we're done here.

465
00:22:00,903 --> 00:22:04,365
[Kwan sighs] I'm going straight
to the morgue. It's cold down there.

466
00:22:04,366 --> 00:22:06,908
-[Shepherd] All right, Warren, you good?
-[Warren] Yep. [sighs]

467
00:22:06,909 --> 00:22:09,285
[Bryant] Tell the burn ICU
we're finishing and coming up.

468
00:22:09,286 --> 00:22:10,496
[Warren] Why?

469
00:22:10,497 --> 00:22:13,498
[Bryant] Wright told us to get out
once Lincoln and Shepherd were finished.

470
00:22:13,499 --> 00:22:15,166
[Warren] What's her urine output?

471
00:22:15,167 --> 00:22:16,217
[Knox] Point 2.

472
00:22:16,218 --> 00:22:19,379
[sighs] That's a little low.
Increase fluid resuscitation by 150 ccs.

473
00:22:19,380 --> 00:22:20,964
[Bryant] Whoa, whoa, whoa.
What are you doing?

474
00:22:20,965 --> 00:22:23,049
If-If we debride too much,
she could get more acidotic,

475
00:22:23,050 --> 00:22:24,509
end up with organ failure.
There could be-

476
00:22:24,510 --> 00:22:26,553
I know what she said,
but Bishop's blood gases are stable,

477
00:22:26,554 --> 00:22:27,634
and we're almost done.

478
00:22:27,635 --> 00:22:29,389
If we finish,
she has less chance of scarring

479
00:22:29,390 --> 00:22:30,830
and reconstruction failure.

480
00:22:30,831 --> 00:22:32,934
How close are you to this patient?

481
00:22:32,935 --> 00:22:34,645
I never asked you to stay.

482
00:22:37,439 --> 00:22:38,732
[sighs]

483
00:22:38,816 --> 00:22:40,442
Fine� [clears throat] �I'm in.

484
00:22:42,319 --> 00:22:43,487
All right.

485
00:22:43,571 --> 00:22:45,371
Just hold on a little longer, Bishop.

486
00:22:46,406 --> 00:22:50,076
[Hunt] Okay. Ready for the rib spreader.

487
00:22:50,077 --> 00:22:51,327
[Ndugu] All right, I'm in.

488
00:22:51,328 --> 00:22:53,872
[Adams] Why are we saving this?
Is he really gonna sit under it again?

489
00:22:53,873 --> 00:22:56,082
[Ndugu] The museum is gonna do
everything it can to make sure

490
00:22:56,083 --> 00:22:57,542
to make sure this never happens again.

491
00:22:57,543 --> 00:22:59,545
So why should he change his plans? Bovie.

492
00:22:59,546 --> 00:23:01,880
[Hunt] It's a nice tradition.
He obviously loved his wife a lot.

493
00:23:01,881 --> 00:23:03,131
[Adams] He could find someone else.

494
00:23:03,132 --> 00:23:04,212
When my grandma died,

495
00:23:04,216 --> 00:23:08,006
my grandpa became the most eligible
bachelor in his retirement community.

496
00:23:08,007 --> 00:23:10,889
-He had a full head of hair.
-[Hunt] I don't know.

497
00:23:10,890 --> 00:23:13,391
When you've been with somebody
that long, it's hard to let go.

498
00:23:13,392 --> 00:23:15,643
[Griffith] Sorry I'm late.
My doctor's appointment ran long.

499
00:23:15,644 --> 00:23:18,654
-Where do you want me?
-[Ndugu] I could use some retraction.

500
00:23:22,318 --> 00:23:24,361
-[Adams] You okay?
-[Griffith] Fine.

501
00:23:25,029 --> 00:23:26,196
[monitor beeping]

502
00:23:26,197 --> 00:23:28,865
[Hunt sighs] Heart rate and BP
are tanking. He's about to code.

503
00:23:28,866 --> 00:23:30,783
[Ndugu] All right, I can see
the pericardium bulging,

504
00:23:30,784 --> 00:23:32,104
and it's filled with blood.

505
00:23:32,119 --> 00:23:35,429
The ray is causing cardiac tamponade.
There's no way I can reach it.

506
00:23:35,430 --> 00:23:37,040
We're gonna have to remove it now.

507
00:23:37,041 --> 00:23:40,586
Ready? On my count. One, two, three.

508
00:23:42,212 --> 00:23:44,214
[Ndugu] No, it's-it's-it's the angle.

509
00:23:44,298 --> 00:23:46,468
It's curved under the bone,
it won't budge.

510
00:23:46,759 --> 00:23:48,260
[Hunt] Yeah. And it's hollow.

511
00:23:48,344 --> 00:23:50,596
Give me a large hemostat
and sterile towels.

512
00:23:50,597 --> 00:23:52,847
-[Griffith] What are you doing?
-[Hunt] We're gonna have to break it.

513
00:23:52,848 --> 00:23:54,349
[Adams] Won't the glass get in his chest?

514
00:23:54,350 --> 00:23:55,892
[Hunt] We're gonna do our best
to avoid it,

515
00:23:55,893 --> 00:23:57,873
but at this point, we don't have a choice.

516
00:23:58,145 --> 00:24:01,023
-Ready? [grunts]
-[Ndugu] All right. Careful, careful.

517
00:24:02,316 --> 00:24:03,400
Got it.

518
00:24:03,484 --> 00:24:04,652
[Hunt] Here we go.

519
00:24:07,045 --> 00:24:09,614
[Adams] BP's in the low 70s.

520
00:24:09,615 --> 00:24:11,115
[monitor continues beeping]

521
00:24:11,116 --> 00:24:16,204
[Ndugu] All right, looks like
he's bleeding from the heart.

522
00:24:16,205 --> 00:24:18,873
He's got a nick in the right ventricle.
I need 2-0 Prolene.

523
00:24:18,874 --> 00:24:20,924
-Hold pressure here.
-[Griffith] Got it.

524
00:24:22,920 --> 00:24:24,338
[Adams] BP's increasing.

525
00:24:24,339 --> 00:24:26,172
[Griffith] Heart rate's stabilizing.

526
00:24:26,173 --> 00:24:27,548
[Hunt] So much for his sculpture.

527
00:24:27,549 --> 00:24:30,552
[Ndugu] Well, he's alive.
I think he'll get over it.

528
00:24:33,148 --> 00:24:38,643
[Park] This point on the graph represents
the reflection of light

529
00:24:38,644 --> 00:24:39,978
from the blood sample in the cuvette.

530
00:24:39,979 --> 00:24:42,355
The sensor's in a shoebox
to avoid ambient light.

531
00:24:42,356 --> 00:24:46,402
Now, here is the same thing,
but with a higher concentration

532
00:24:46,403 --> 00:24:49,612
of hemoglobin, which represents
more congestion in the flap.

533
00:24:49,613 --> 00:24:52,950
Which we'd normally have to detect
from darker bruising.

534
00:24:53,033 --> 00:24:54,743
Mm-hmm.

535
00:24:54,744 --> 00:24:56,077
And you built this yourself?

536
00:24:56,078 --> 00:24:57,787
My roommate and her brother helped.

537
00:24:57,788 --> 00:25:00,916
They're engineers,
but I had to learn about algorithms,

538
00:25:01,000 --> 00:25:02,793
light absorption and photo diodes.

539
00:25:02,876 --> 00:25:05,671
In your free time
between classes and clerkships.

540
00:25:06,714 --> 00:25:09,925
Honestly, the toughest part is
believing that I can do it.

541
00:25:10,009 --> 00:25:13,012
I mean, what do I know?
I'm still in med school.

542
00:25:13,013 --> 00:25:14,679
And this is just a passion project.

543
00:25:14,680 --> 00:25:16,848
I'm sure there are plenty
of great ideas in this room.

544
00:25:16,849 --> 00:25:18,600
You'd be surprised.

545
00:25:19,518 --> 00:25:22,438
I hope
I didn't shake your confidence earlier.

546
00:25:22,439 --> 00:25:24,147
-By asking hard questions?
-Yeah.

547
00:25:24,148 --> 00:25:26,899
No, that just pushes me
to make the next version even better.

548
00:25:26,900 --> 00:25:29,910
I want to contribute
to scientific knowledge however I can.

549
00:25:30,571 --> 00:25:33,991
That attitude will serve you well.
Hold on to it for as long as you can.

550
00:25:35,117 --> 00:25:37,119
-Thank you, Daphne.
-Thank you.

551
00:25:39,371 --> 00:25:41,582
Well, this generation just might save us.

552
00:25:41,665 --> 00:25:44,795
As long as we don't discourage them
before they get the chance.

553
00:25:45,127 --> 00:25:47,129
[exhales deeply]

554
00:25:48,255 --> 00:25:51,625
Okay, no wheezing. [sighs]
He has clear breath sounds bilaterally.

555
00:25:52,301 --> 00:25:54,891
-Does that mean I'm okay to-
-Oh. You can't leave yet.

556
00:25:54,928 --> 00:25:58,515
Dr. Webber, you have a call from the IRB.
They said it's urgent.

557
00:25:58,599 --> 00:26:01,268
-Oh. Continue treatment.
-Mm-hmm.

558
00:26:02,144 --> 00:26:03,312
[phone buzzes]

559
00:26:04,271 --> 00:26:05,321
[sighs]

560
00:26:05,322 --> 00:26:08,316
Looks like the fire's finally contained.

561
00:26:08,317 --> 00:26:09,860
How bad was it?

562
00:26:09,943 --> 00:26:13,906
It's the worst I've seen so far.
It's too bad. It seemed like a nice hotel.

563
00:26:15,240 --> 00:26:16,450
-Yep.
-[knocks on door]

564
00:26:16,950 --> 00:26:18,744
Oh, is Bishop out of surgery?

565
00:26:18,745 --> 00:26:21,996
Uh, we've repaired her leg,
but they're still debriding the burns.

566
00:26:21,997 --> 00:26:23,497
Does that mean she'll be okay?

567
00:26:23,540 --> 00:26:26,919
Um, well, it's hard to say,
but she has the best doctors-

568
00:26:26,920 --> 00:26:28,586
[Brett] Okay, yeah,
everybody keeps saying that,

569
00:26:28,587 --> 00:26:30,129
but I need to know
she's gonna be all right.

570
00:26:30,130 --> 00:26:31,589
Her and her wife have two kids at home.

571
00:26:31,590 --> 00:26:33,591
If something happens to her,
that's my fault.

572
00:26:33,592 --> 00:26:35,468
She told me to wait for them
to fully secure the roof.

573
00:26:35,469 --> 00:26:37,509
I-I thought I could make it across, and I�

574
00:26:38,514 --> 00:26:39,894
She fell trying to rescue me.

575
00:26:39,973 --> 00:26:41,266
You're a firefighter.

576
00:26:41,267 --> 00:26:44,644
If you're not willing
to take big risks to save a life,

577
00:26:44,645 --> 00:26:45,905
you're not doing it right.

578
00:26:47,481 --> 00:26:50,025
Dr. Kwan, a word?

579
00:26:59,201 --> 00:27:02,538
Um� I just heard from the IRB.

580
00:27:03,747 --> 00:27:06,208
Oh, um, is the report done?

581
00:27:06,291 --> 00:27:08,502
You know,
I know Dr. Bailey's been worried.

582
00:27:08,585 --> 00:27:11,655
From what they say,
I would assume you'd be just as concerned.

583
00:27:12,047 --> 00:27:16,718
[stutters] Of course, you know, I, uh�
She's a mentor and-

584
00:27:16,802 --> 00:27:19,596
I know it was you
who injected the hydrogel and not her.

585
00:27:21,765 --> 00:27:24,852
Now, I want you
to tell me everything that happened,

586
00:27:24,935 --> 00:27:26,770
starting from the beginning.

587
00:27:27,604 --> 00:27:29,106
[elevator bell dings]

588
00:27:30,607 --> 00:27:35,153
[PA announcer] Dr. Mendelbaum to LandD.
Dr. Rachel Mendelbaum to LandD.

589
00:27:45,330 --> 00:27:46,380
I lied.

590
00:27:46,926 --> 00:27:49,292
I have been avoiding you.

591
00:27:49,293 --> 00:27:50,919
It was pretty obvious.

592
00:27:51,003 --> 00:27:54,381
Really? I've been told
I have a good poker face.

593
00:27:56,300 --> 00:27:59,928
I mean, you can just tell me it's over
if that's what you've decided.

594
00:28:01,680 --> 00:28:04,892
I haven't,
and I realize I owe you an explanation.

595
00:28:07,686 --> 00:28:10,105
I'm trying to make a clearheaded decision,

596
00:28:11,023 --> 00:28:12,941
but when I'm around you�

597
00:28:14,610 --> 00:28:15,819
I'm not so clearheaded.

598
00:28:18,113 --> 00:28:19,615
Well, I'd say that I'm sorry�

599
00:28:20,824 --> 00:28:23,594
-[elevator bell dings]
-�but then I'd be the one lying.

600
00:28:30,607 --> 00:28:35,004
-What's her core temperature?
-96 degrees.

601
00:28:35,005 --> 00:28:37,131
[Bryant] You're turning the heat up again,
aren't you?

602
00:28:37,132 --> 00:28:39,008
[Warren] The more we debride,
the colder she gets.

603
00:28:39,009 --> 00:28:40,844
Bump up room temp to a 102 degrees.

604
00:28:40,845 --> 00:28:43,638
[Wright] I went to the ICU.
They said Bishop hadn't arrived.

605
00:28:43,639 --> 00:28:45,019
What the hell are you doing?

606
00:28:45,020 --> 00:28:46,974
-Finishing tangential excision.
-[Wright] That was rhetorical.

607
00:28:46,975 --> 00:28:48,477
Put down the weck blades now.

608
00:28:48,478 --> 00:28:50,144
-[Warren] We're almost done.
-[Wright] I don't care.

609
00:28:50,145 --> 00:28:51,479
Too much debridement could kill her.

610
00:28:51,480 --> 00:28:53,272
I'm your attending.
I am telling you to stop.

611
00:28:53,273 --> 00:28:55,484
[Knox] Her ABG shows worsening acidosis.

612
00:28:55,485 --> 00:28:57,026
What are her potassium and lactate levels?

613
00:28:57,027 --> 00:28:58,819
Warren, you are too close to this patient.

614
00:28:58,820 --> 00:29:02,156
[Knox] Five and lactate is elevated.
Do you want me to push bicarb and insulin?

615
00:29:02,157 --> 00:29:04,034
Bicarb, yes. Hold off on insulin.

616
00:29:04,117 --> 00:29:06,036
I'm not trying to be insubordinate,

617
00:29:06,037 --> 00:29:08,204
but Bishop and I were
in the trenches together.

618
00:29:08,205 --> 00:29:10,122
She saved my butt
more times than I'd like to admit.

619
00:29:10,123 --> 00:29:13,125
I would never do anything
that would put her in more jeopardy.

620
00:29:13,126 --> 00:29:15,795
And you know I was an anesthesiologist
before I was a surgeon,

621
00:29:15,796 --> 00:29:17,381
so I know how to keep her safe.

622
00:29:17,464 --> 00:29:18,514
And�

623
00:29:19,383 --> 00:29:20,433
I know when to quit.

624
00:29:21,885 --> 00:29:22,970
I promise.

625
00:29:25,514 --> 00:29:27,254
[Wright] Someone gown and glove me.

626
00:29:27,933 --> 00:29:29,351
You-You're scrubbing in?

627
00:29:29,352 --> 00:29:31,936
[Wright] The more hands you have,
the faster you'll finish.

628
00:29:31,937 --> 00:29:33,104
[? pensive music plays]

629
00:29:33,105 --> 00:29:34,272
[Warren] Let's go.

630
00:29:39,778 --> 00:29:40,862
? Oh ?

631
00:29:43,281 --> 00:29:46,451
? There's something in the water ?

632
00:29:49,121 --> 00:29:50,372
? Oh ?

633
00:29:51,707 --> 00:29:55,377
? The ships are sinking in the harbor ?

634
00:29:58,046 --> 00:29:59,214
? Oh ?

635
00:29:59,715 --> 00:30:01,758
? Oh ?

636
00:30:03,051 --> 00:30:06,013
? Help, my head is going under ?

637
00:30:06,096 --> 00:30:08,223
? Put the light in my eyes ?

638
00:30:08,306 --> 00:30:10,017
? All is see is darkness ?

639
00:30:10,100 --> 00:30:12,686
? Get me off the concrete ?

640
00:30:12,769 --> 00:30:14,896
? When I fall my hardest ?

641
00:30:14,980 --> 00:30:17,315
? Hold me when I'm broken ?

642
00:30:26,074 --> 00:30:28,910
? Oh, oh-oh ?

643
00:30:31,121 --> 00:30:33,957
? Help me, father, sister, brother ?

644
00:30:35,042 --> 00:30:38,003
? Oh, oh-oh ?

645
00:30:40,088 --> 00:30:42,841
? Help, my head is going under ?

646
00:30:42,924 --> 00:30:45,177
? Put the light in my eyes ?

647
00:30:45,260 --> 00:30:47,429
? All is see is darkness ?

648
00:30:47,512 --> 00:30:49,681
? Get me off the concrete ?

649
00:30:49,765 --> 00:30:51,892
? When I fall my hardest ?

650
00:30:51,975 --> 00:30:54,227
? Hold me when I'm broken ?

651
00:31:02,986 --> 00:31:05,405
? Say you'll be my shelter ?

652
00:31:05,489 --> 00:31:07,616
? When my eyes are closing ?

653
00:31:07,699 --> 00:31:09,826
? Breathe into my lungs ?

654
00:31:09,910 --> 00:31:11,787
? And hold me when I'm broken ?

655
00:31:21,296 --> 00:31:24,424
Where am I? Am I alive?

656
00:31:24,425 --> 00:31:26,550
We were able
to repair the tear in your heart.

657
00:31:26,551 --> 00:31:29,679
You're in the CCU
so we can monitor your recovery.

658
00:31:29,763 --> 00:31:31,515
Oh, well, that's good.

659
00:31:31,516 --> 00:31:33,099
Oh. And what about the sculpture?

660
00:31:33,100 --> 00:31:34,150
[sighs]

661
00:31:34,768 --> 00:31:37,979
Um, Morris, we had to make a choice,
it or you.

662
00:31:38,063 --> 00:31:39,981
We thought you'd be okay with it.

663
00:31:41,733 --> 00:31:44,820
Well, I guess it's good
that Janie won't ever know.

664
00:31:46,238 --> 00:31:47,572
How long ago did she pass?

665
00:31:47,656 --> 00:31:49,366
Oh, no, she's still alive.

666
00:31:49,449 --> 00:31:52,202
She's in memory care
over at Hillside Gardens.

667
00:31:52,285 --> 00:31:54,037
-Oh.
-About a year now.

668
00:31:54,121 --> 00:31:55,171
I'm sorry.

669
00:31:55,831 --> 00:31:59,376
She's the one who used
to remember everything. [chuckles]

670
00:31:59,459 --> 00:32:02,587
And not just the big stuff, the details,

671
00:32:02,671 --> 00:32:07,259
l-like the color of the kitchen towel
in our first home.

672
00:32:07,342 --> 00:32:09,427
Now I have to remember for both of us.

673
00:32:10,178 --> 00:32:13,515
I'm holding on
to every piece of our life I can,

674
00:32:13,598 --> 00:32:16,351
while every day,
she slips away a little more.

675
00:32:16,977 --> 00:32:21,940
You know how hard it is
to miss someone who's still here?

676
00:32:23,567 --> 00:32:26,397
-I can imagine.
-[Morris] I just wanna tell her I love her

677
00:32:26,403 --> 00:32:28,738
and know she understands.

678
00:32:33,201 --> 00:32:35,579
[? upbeat dance playing]

679
00:32:42,627 --> 00:32:44,977
[bartender] Oh, hey, man.
I'll go get your food.

680
00:32:47,424 --> 00:32:48,508
Waiting on someone?

681
00:32:49,968 --> 00:32:51,018
Just needed a drink.

682
00:32:59,728 --> 00:33:00,778
Everything okay?

683
00:33:04,399 --> 00:33:07,319
My doctor said
I can't do the egg retrieval this month.

684
00:33:09,321 --> 00:33:10,447
Yeah. I'm sorry.

685
00:33:10,530 --> 00:33:12,532
She said I could try again, but�

686
00:33:13,742 --> 00:33:14,910
it's not promising.

687
00:33:16,119 --> 00:33:17,169
You never know.

688
00:33:17,204 --> 00:33:19,794
I was never sure I wanted kids.
I just never thought�

689
00:33:22,751 --> 00:33:24,551
it wouldn't be an option. [chuckles]

690
00:33:26,713 --> 00:33:30,217
Yeah, it might be hard.
That doesn't make it impossible.

691
00:33:30,218 --> 00:33:33,761
I think it's a sign from the universe
I'd be a terrible mother. [chuckles]

692
00:33:33,762 --> 00:33:34,812
Yeah.

693
00:33:37,515 --> 00:33:38,715
[bartender] Here you go.

694
00:33:40,310 --> 00:33:42,290
I wish I could blame this on the hormones.

695
00:33:43,855 --> 00:33:44,905
Come on.

696
00:33:44,940 --> 00:33:46,816
I got wings and fries.

697
00:33:50,987 --> 00:33:52,037
[chuckles]

698
00:34:00,872 --> 00:34:02,372
[sirens wailing in distance]

699
00:34:03,208 --> 00:34:05,585
-[sighs]
-[Hunt] Hey.

700
00:34:05,586 --> 00:34:07,878
Hey. I thought you were
picking up the kids tonight.

701
00:34:07,879 --> 00:34:08,964
-[Hunt] I am.
-Oh.

702
00:34:10,465 --> 00:34:12,926
[sighs] I need to tell you something.

703
00:34:13,718 --> 00:34:14,928
I wanna to talk to you too.

704
00:34:16,096 --> 00:34:17,146
Is something wrong?

705
00:34:19,432 --> 00:34:24,354
Margot offered me a job running
a global research incubator in Paris,

706
00:34:24,437 --> 00:34:28,483
and, uh, I'm considering it.

707
00:34:28,566 --> 00:34:29,859
[scoffs]

708
00:34:29,943 --> 00:34:33,446
Okay, um, I don't know what to say.

709
00:34:33,530 --> 00:34:37,284
Well, I know that I've recently made
a lot of decisions for myself

710
00:34:37,367 --> 00:34:38,618
that have impacted you,

711
00:34:38,702 --> 00:34:41,892
and that I wasn't fully supportive
of that job in Enumclaw and-

712
00:34:41,955 --> 00:34:43,498
You jumped down my throat.

713
00:34:43,499 --> 00:34:45,582
I was gonna turn it down
and not even bother you,

714
00:34:45,583 --> 00:34:49,504
but I can't stop thinking about it,
so I thought it was worth a conversation.

715
00:34:49,505 --> 00:34:51,714
Oh, did you?
Or have you just made up your mind,

716
00:34:51,715 --> 00:34:54,174
and now I have to be the bad guy
to tell you not to go?

717
00:34:54,175 --> 00:34:56,093
-That's not what's happening.
-We have kids.

718
00:34:56,094 --> 00:34:57,970
-Did you forget about them?
-Of course not.

719
00:34:57,971 --> 00:34:59,805
I� That's something
that we'd have to figure out.

720
00:34:59,806 --> 00:35:01,765
-I mean, there are other families that-
-You know what?

721
00:35:01,766 --> 00:35:03,601
Just do whatever you want
like you always do.

722
00:35:03,602 --> 00:35:04,894
-Owen�
-[Hunt sighs]

723
00:35:04,978 --> 00:35:06,028
[car beeps]

724
00:35:06,062 --> 00:35:08,064
[? "Diluted" playing]

725
00:35:10,900 --> 00:35:13,445
? Diesel, calloused palms ?

726
00:35:14,446 --> 00:35:16,573
? Your dark glasses on ?

727
00:35:16,656 --> 00:35:19,200
Hey. I thought maybe you'd backed out.

728
00:35:19,201 --> 00:35:21,619
No, I was just going
to Joe's to pick up some dinner,

729
00:35:21,620 --> 00:35:23,913
and then I have to check a wound vac.

730
00:35:23,997 --> 00:35:25,373
But you're in streets.

731
00:35:25,457 --> 00:35:28,835
Well, if you go in in your scrubs,
people ask you for medical advice.

732
00:35:28,836 --> 00:35:32,046
-You having second thoughts?
-I'm not-

733
00:35:32,047 --> 00:35:34,457
-[Ndugu] If you want out, then-
-I don't. I don't.

734
00:35:36,092 --> 00:35:38,803
Okay, I need
to show you something. [sighs] Um�

735
00:35:39,596 --> 00:35:40,646
Okay.

736
00:35:40,680 --> 00:35:43,433
? Nightmare, tell me I'm not lucid ?

737
00:35:43,516 --> 00:35:45,556
[sighs] Okay, this is a black tourmaline.

738
00:35:45,560 --> 00:35:48,750
It is a crystal that protects you
by absorbing negative energy.

739
00:35:49,522 --> 00:35:53,276
My parents are the kind of people
that use crystals and tarot decks

740
00:35:53,360 --> 00:35:57,572
and other metaphysical resources
to justify their poor life choices.

741
00:35:58,114 --> 00:36:00,492
And as much as I hate it,
some of it stuck,

742
00:36:00,575 --> 00:36:04,454
and when the Drakemore burned down,
I just� I thought it was an omen,

743
00:36:04,537 --> 00:36:06,331
and it's-it's weird.

744
00:36:06,414 --> 00:36:07,464
You can laugh. It's�

745
00:36:07,957 --> 00:36:10,835
Well, look, everyone has weird things.

746
00:36:10,919 --> 00:36:13,209
How many crystals
do you have in your pocket?

747
00:36:15,548 --> 00:36:20,637
Okay, last week when I didn't hug you
because I felt sick, I was fine.

748
00:36:22,180 --> 00:36:23,560
It was because of your scarf.

749
00:36:26,559 --> 00:36:28,144
-The blue one?
-Yeah.

750
00:36:28,228 --> 00:36:29,896
You don't like it or�

751
00:36:31,272 --> 00:36:33,525
I have an irrational fear of yarn.

752
00:36:35,026 --> 00:36:36,736
-Blankets?
-Mm-hmm.

753
00:36:36,820 --> 00:36:37,870
Mittens?

754
00:36:37,904 --> 00:36:41,449
Listen, you will never see me
in a chunky sweater ever.

755
00:36:41,533 --> 00:36:42,617
[Millin chuckles]

756
00:36:43,702 --> 00:36:45,152
-That's weird.
-[chuckles]

757
00:36:45,161 --> 00:36:46,996
You carry around a protective rock.

758
00:36:51,626 --> 00:36:53,378
? Pour me out ?

759
00:36:53,461 --> 00:36:54,511
[kisses]

760
00:37:00,885 --> 00:37:04,013
? I thought you were the sun ?

761
00:37:05,223 --> 00:37:07,892
? I knew you as a martyr ?

762
00:37:09,477 --> 00:37:11,896
? So reverently won ?

763
00:37:21,239 --> 00:37:22,574
[? "Diluted" ends]

764
00:37:29,831 --> 00:37:32,250
Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God.

765
00:37:32,333 --> 00:37:34,085
[groans] What happened?

766
00:37:34,169 --> 00:37:37,756
Um� Let's see. We drank tequila,
and then we drank more tequila.

767
00:37:37,839 --> 00:37:39,674
-Then, we, uh�
-Made a huge mistake.

768
00:37:39,758 --> 00:37:43,136
I'm gonna� I'm gonna get out of here.

769
00:37:43,219 --> 00:37:46,181
-Yep.
-And, uh, no one else

770
00:37:46,182 --> 00:37:47,347
needs to know about this.

771
00:37:47,348 --> 00:37:49,893
-[grunts]
-[phone buzzes]

772
00:37:53,772 --> 00:37:54,852
[Griffith] Oh, my God.

773
00:37:56,065 --> 00:37:57,317
[sighs]

774
00:37:58,568 --> 00:38:04,240
[PA announcer] Dr. Lao to Proctology.
Dr. Fred Lao to Proctology.

775
00:38:05,408 --> 00:38:08,369
Hey there. Yeah.

776
00:38:10,705 --> 00:38:11,790
Welcome back.

777
00:38:11,873 --> 00:38:16,085
What are you doing?
I just woke up from surgery.

778
00:38:16,169 --> 00:38:17,729
[phone camera shutter clicks]

779
00:38:18,171 --> 00:38:20,924
I, uh� I promised Carina.

780
00:38:21,007 --> 00:38:23,897
Sorry, I called her.
Just please don't kill me. [chuckles]

781
00:38:24,135 --> 00:38:28,556
I'm guessing you somehow saved my life,
so you're off the hook.

782
00:38:28,640 --> 00:38:29,933
I was just doing my job.

783
00:38:31,059 --> 00:38:33,409
And your, uh�
your probie has been discharged.

784
00:38:33,853 --> 00:38:36,439
He's fine. Shaken up, but fine.

785
00:38:36,523 --> 00:38:37,853
-[phone chimes]
-Oh, uh�

786
00:38:37,857 --> 00:38:39,234
Yep, it's Carina.

787
00:38:39,317 --> 00:38:42,195
Grateful emoji, heart emoji.

788
00:38:42,278 --> 00:38:44,447
Many more heart emojis. [chuckles]

789
00:38:45,406 --> 00:38:46,456
Tell her I love her.

790
00:38:47,075 --> 00:38:49,785
I was supposed to meet up with them
out there next week.

791
00:38:50,411 --> 00:38:51,746
You know, how are the kids?

792
00:38:51,830 --> 00:38:53,373
[gasps] Uh� [chuckles]

793
00:38:53,957 --> 00:38:55,007
Liam's walking.

794
00:38:55,083 --> 00:38:58,837
He loves garbage trucks and kiwis.

795
00:38:58,920 --> 00:39:00,547
[Warren chuckles]

796
00:39:00,630 --> 00:39:03,508
And Andrea DeLuca-Bishop is
a perfect angel.

797
00:39:04,008 --> 00:39:05,635
Uh, of course she is.

798
00:39:06,719 --> 00:39:09,180
The second I saw you,
I knew you'd have my back.

799
00:39:10,056 --> 00:39:12,684
-Once 19, always 19.
-19.

800
00:39:12,767 --> 00:39:14,310
[Warren] Oh, okay.

801
00:39:15,562 --> 00:39:17,856
-[Maya groans, winces]
-Um�

802
00:39:19,399 --> 00:39:23,027
Listen, I'm, uh�
I'm going to let you rest.

803
00:39:23,582 --> 00:39:26,947
But then we are gonna call your wife.

804
00:39:26,948 --> 00:39:28,074
[chuckles]

805
00:39:29,951 --> 00:39:31,286
[clears throat]

806
00:39:31,369 --> 00:39:35,164
Her urine output's averaging
0.8 meg per keg per hour.

807
00:39:35,248 --> 00:39:37,750
No signs of end organ damage.
Vitals stable.

808
00:39:37,751 --> 00:39:39,710
Norman Cousins once said

809
00:39:39,711 --> 00:39:43,923
that wisdom consists
of the anticipation of consequences.

810
00:39:44,007 --> 00:39:47,719
-Norman Cousins, the peace activist?
-I don't know.

811
00:39:47,802 --> 00:39:49,972
It was on a poster
in my high school chem lab.

812
00:39:50,013 --> 00:39:53,975
The point is,
today, you anticipated the medicine.

813
00:39:54,767 --> 00:39:56,978
You focused on patient care,

814
00:39:57,061 --> 00:39:59,711
and you didn't let anyone stop you
from providing it.

815
00:40:00,398 --> 00:40:01,448
Including me.

816
00:40:02,609 --> 00:40:04,110
I underestimated you.

817
00:40:04,193 --> 00:40:05,987
And I'm down a plastics fellow.

818
00:40:06,070 --> 00:40:08,990
-Yeah, I'm working on my application.
-I need someone now.

819
00:40:08,991 --> 00:40:12,910
Would you be interested
in an integrated plastics fellowship?

820
00:40:12,911 --> 00:40:16,456
-Oh, definitely. Uh, how-how do I apply?
-You say yes.

821
00:40:16,539 --> 00:40:19,309
Then you pick up your navy scrubs
and meet me for rounds.

822
00:40:20,376 --> 00:40:21,920
[stutters, chuckles]

823
00:40:21,921 --> 00:40:24,463
Are you okay?
Do you need me to call neuro?

824
00:40:24,464 --> 00:40:28,343
No, no. [chuckles] I, uh� I'm going. I'm�

825
00:40:28,344 --> 00:40:29,760
[? "Something Good" playing]

826
00:40:29,761 --> 00:40:32,764
Warren. Welcome to the team.

827
00:40:32,765 --> 00:40:34,348
[Grey] Whether in science or life�

828
00:40:34,349 --> 00:40:35,399
Yeah.

829
00:40:35,400 --> 00:40:37,851
[Grey] �the road to discovery is
rarely a straight line.

830
00:40:37,852 --> 00:40:38,937
[thuds]

831
00:40:39,020 --> 00:40:42,607
[Grey] We take two steps forward,
then fall three steps back.

832
00:40:42,690 --> 00:40:44,442
[knocks on door]

833
00:40:44,525 --> 00:40:45,575
Morning.

834
00:40:46,569 --> 00:40:50,531
Um, the innovation competition went well.

835
00:40:50,615 --> 00:40:53,076
I learned a few things myself.

836
00:40:54,619 --> 00:40:56,871
Is that the IRB's report?

837
00:40:56,955 --> 00:40:58,206
It is. Mmm.

838
00:41:00,375 --> 00:41:01,425
Obviously�

839
00:41:03,294 --> 00:41:05,213
[stutters] I don't know what it says,

840
00:41:05,296 --> 00:41:07,674
but look, I-I know this, right?

841
00:41:07,757 --> 00:41:11,678
We work in a system
where you can be forced out

842
00:41:11,761 --> 00:41:14,555
for one mistake,

843
00:41:15,556 --> 00:41:17,517
but that's not conducive to learning.

844
00:41:17,600 --> 00:41:18,935
I know it was Kwan.

845
00:41:20,645 --> 00:41:22,063
You lied to me.

846
00:41:22,605 --> 00:41:24,816
You looked at my face
and told me you did it.

847
00:41:26,109 --> 00:41:28,987
You're benched from surgery
until further notice.

848
00:41:28,988 --> 00:41:30,153
[Grey] We veer off course�

849
00:41:30,154 --> 00:41:31,204
I understand.

850
00:41:31,239 --> 00:41:33,039
[Grey] �and have to find our way back.

851
00:41:33,491 --> 00:41:38,538
Look, Kwan is still learning,
so don't go too hard on him while I'm out.

852
00:41:38,621 --> 00:41:39,956
That won't be a problem.

853
00:41:40,623 --> 00:41:41,874
He's fired.

854
00:41:42,542 --> 00:41:45,545
? I want something good
Something good ?

855
00:41:46,212 --> 00:41:49,007
[Grey] Surprise detours lead us
to unexpected places.

856
00:41:49,090 --> 00:41:51,500
-What's going on?
-The Royer Bridge collapsed.

857
00:41:51,501 --> 00:41:54,302
-[Altman] That's awful. Do we know how?
-I don't think they know much yet.

858
00:41:54,303 --> 00:41:56,596
[Altman] All right, well,
let's get ready for incoming traumas,

859
00:41:56,597 --> 00:41:59,058
prep blankets, warm IV fluids.

860
00:41:59,142 --> 00:42:00,977
I will page for extra hands.

861
00:42:02,937 --> 00:42:05,440
[Hunt] Teddy, I owe you an apology
for last night.

862
00:42:05,523 --> 00:42:08,651
I had something I wanted to say
and your news kind of threw me.

863
00:42:08,735 --> 00:42:10,862
Let's talk when I get in,
if I ever get in.

864
00:42:10,945 --> 00:42:12,947
There's a ton of traffic on this bridge.

865
00:42:12,948 --> 00:42:14,948
-[tires screeching]
-[line clicks]

866
00:42:14,949 --> 00:42:17,535
[Grey] Places
we never imagined were possible.

867
00:42:17,618 --> 00:42:19,620
[? "Something Good" ends]

868
00:42:19,670 --> 00:42:24,220
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